im bloody pissed ryte now... dad gave me some bloody fucking problem.... m damm damm steaming... pissed off la... u bloody tired who the fuck ask u nt to quit ur bloody job n get anth one sial? its not as though i ak u to give me so many things ryte? i rather just go outside e whole day join some bloody god-damm gang n rot .... smoke my life away n drink my problems away... fucking sick of the problems.... evrytime money problem... no money to do tis, wanna go out also give lotsa shit....freedom also not so much... k fyne, i bloody admit tt i have much more freedom then the rest but do u gotta give me this much of hell? heck, i give up la... runnin away frm home shld do it... run away n nvr come back... wouldn tt be nice eh? i can turn into a bloody bitch of a gangster... get into fights and just sod all those who give me shit.. those posers who hang ard and think they r some motha fucking anjadi who rules a fucking bloody planet... i feel like just slashing my wrist n ending all misery... tts thousand tymes better then crying... cryin gets u no whr... if u cut, at least u might die? and end misery? well i m sorry my dear, i knw how much u r against all this cuttin but i m through w it... i advise my frens n they still do it, coz its a bloody habit... why don i just start as well? i betcha no bloody person will care .... except u... even u might not care... so how? what shall i do? till now, i aint got no answers...



sorry fer this bloody emo post... but i nid to vent evrythin out... and i might just see what i do....

BLOODY BLOGGER... GOT PROBLEM W MY POSTING ... I TYPE TYPE TYPE N IT BECOMES SCREWED... SOD BLOGGER LA... F-K U.... aniwaes, listenin to basshunter... >< anyways, i cant belive whatcha tot bout me .... abt being some bloody ex's god sis.... but i aint angry or anithin just a lil one kind... anyways, i m alrite... >< btw.... SOD BLOGGER ....

i missin my terror hahahhaa... aniwaes... today is AISHAH BDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahax....{ he uses the x at the back >{brought toilet roll to " decorate" the place} messed the place up... then we called her to come.... we lighted up e small cake we bought and she came... we walked down the steps singing happy bday.... then she was like OMG OMG OMG.. hahaha ask her blow, fed each other... finished off the cake... and showed her e card... then she was tearin... zara la... say " are u cryign?" then she paiseh....so she nvr... ZARAAAAAAA!
Then we went to Mac fer breakfast, ate, then cam-whore in toilet... { our usual place} walked to aishah place, took her EZlink card, camwhored{ again} in her hse then bus-ed to hillock ... bought redbull.. i drank 2 cans!!!!! and we saw some motha fuckers... but fuck care... anyways, we saw muthu... so it was worth it la... hahahah... called syng, he nvr pick up... idiot sleepin.... :D walked off.... went to the playgrd{ camwhored again again} walked to bustop.. started to rain, went aisha area, played in rain... then went her hse, dry off... watched tv... talked to the motha fuckers.... bitch bought.... then i toked to syng... {finally} then we went hm... tired like hell but was fun... hope my bestie likes today!! ily bestie! ily syng! ><

gettin sad easily nowadays... suprising though... since i shld be happy.... anyways, i m gettin jealous easily .... which is fucked up... _|_ sigh, hate being effin possesive... but it comes in the package? {have been tellin kerthana this line yest} hahahas.... anyways, sorry to say syng but i m jealous of her,.,.. i dunno why, but i m.... sigh... but wdvr la... i m ranting again! SRY BOUT THIS EFFED UP POST PPL....

Listenin to venilavae ....
friggin nice sial....
anyways, tt was random....
yest was DA BEST OF THE BEST DAYS W EM.... i m gonna post evrythin word fer word... except for e thingy bout Kerthana* winks at kerthana*
oh btw, i m now disturbing Mustafa bout his NS days coming up... hahahaha... told hym the food like 5 star hotel... hahah...
yea bout yest....
morning woke up, watched abit of tv...
planned to meet Zara to pass her ma thumbdrive.... met... then trained w Subha{ she was w Zara} to boonlay...
Subha wanted to meet her Boy... i got down at Boonlay{ went to JP}bought nail polish... wanted to buy the black one but it turned out to be super dark blue... w sparkles... =.='
but its alrite.. i lk like some goth chick hehe...
last min , syng had to come late... coz his aunt ask hym do smth...then i was walking ard aimlessly at JP on my own... but its okay... had to do smth aniwaes... so B4 he came, i went to OUR playgrd... {special fer both of us} then i sat at the study corner... painting my nails... hahha... syng came... got ponna happy... i ask hym help me paint my righthnd.. HE RUINED IT... hahahah.. but its okay da... i still love u... ><
then i wanted to dry em... there was a fan nearby.... he made it face down towards me... and he for no reason, CARRIED ME UP!... hahaha... was strugglin like some idiot .... hahah.. for dunno what... he put me down... then aft a while, we walked to the train station , trained to Jurong, met Kerthana{xoxo} and i n Syng pretended nt to know each other just in case Kerthana's mom was thr...walked to the lib... went to the last flr.... teens sect... then sat in between shelves... waited fer Karthik to come...Syng went to fetch hym... we went to IMM aft tt.... Syng n me planned on walkin fast on our own so we could leave the K's to talk... { kerthannnnnnaaaaaa! :D} then went to IMM, ate LJS... onli me n Syng ate... ><
smth happend.. AGAIN, aft eatin we planned to bus to JP..in the bus, lotsa stuff happened... * double wink to Kerthana*
then we were walking Karthik to Pionner... the guys did stupid{ SERIOUSLY STUPID} stuff on the road.. joked laughed and Karthik had to leave....
sent Kerthana home.... { took same train} went to tiong... Syng din hv to be hm yet so he sent me bk home... Lotsa stuff happened on the way bk... saw rubini... lols random sorry.... then was super fun.... Syng sent me bk all the way under ma blk... on the way , he hurt hymself... { dun be so clumsy da} then i went hm, talked to hym...did stuff, then watched tv....was tooooo tired to even on the com.... tt was yest.. PHEW,... TATS ALOT OF STUFF EH?
BUT IT WAS FUN TO THE MAX... hahaha

I MISS SYNG, KARTHIK N KERTHANA...... WISH I COULD REWIND YEST, NT TO DO OVER IT... BUT TO DO IT ONE MORE TIME!!

I M TALKIN PAVITHRANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MISS HYM LIKE FUCKKKKKKKK........
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.........
m laughin like shit, smiling like some fucker...
he is attached sial!!!!!!